If only I could go back in time. Oh my god if only. I know exactly where id start. Where id do different. It almost brings me to tears knowing where it all started to unfold. When I lost myself. Years later and the ghosts of my past and my fallen dreams haunt me more than anyone understands….if I had one chance to go back I would. And I know where id start. Its where I lost sight of what truly mattered. And I still hate myself for it. Like a poison in my veins those nights slowly eat away at me. And all I can do is watch and reminise. And like a poison, this will eventually be the death of me.